I thought I'd give a little update since things are looking so much better than last week. It was my fault. I went into my rotation with a poor attitude, not looking for what I could gain from it. Naturally, I didn't like it. But maybe Sunday, being with the Body- not GBC specifically, but people who know Christ- was the catalyst. God has been slowly pulling me back in through various avenues: my friends exposing areas of deception Satan had me under, seeing my friends respond to God's work in their own lives, seeing God answer prayers, and random times that God reminded me He sees me and loves me. So yesterday went so much better. I really like the new people I've met, the patients and the Walgreen's employees. Also, I'm starting to get excited about the next step after graduation instead of being fearful. There's no telling what it will consist of, but I have more than enough evidence from my past to ensure a full future (John 10:10).